tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post5544079870992479002..comments2023-11-05T01:44:01.346-08:00Comments on My Journey: A Crossroad...♥ Dee ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/01560097589196622838noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-73066721739503724352008-07-26T10:58:00.000-07:002008-07-26T10:58:00.000-07:00[On the outside I'm all puffed up "ya, who cares!"...[On the outside I'm all puffed up "ya, who cares!", but there's a little tiny voice inside squeaking 'um... I care!". Gah!]<BR/><BR/>I'll let you in on a little secret, the same one I shared with Leanne in Uni.. while at the bar she was like.. "you guys are so confidant and awesome... I wish I was like that..." we shrugged and said "so.. be like that." She said "but how..?" I told her .. "The same way we do... FAKE it ;)" ... I thought she was going to die on the spot to find out we were just as 'lame' as her we just refused to play that game.<BR/><BR/>When the little voice whispers "I care" tell it to shut the fuck up and that you don't care because it means NOTHING.... I weight about 10-15KG's more than I look like I do... The smaller I get I do not loose weight I often gain it... When I'm thin, I'm HEAVY as hell, the scale MEANS nothing at this point. And even if it's not true.. just say you don't care.. play the game.. fake it... Fake it long enough and it'll come true ...always does. ;) It's powerful stuff fake the good stuff till it's real.. ditch the bad stuff.<BR/><BR/>The scale is now bad.. say goodbye.<BR/><BR/>hugs love yeah ;)<BR/>MMagdahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09287536603134306506noreply@blogger.com