tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post564228508194636612..comments2023-11-05T01:44:01.346-08:00Comments on My Journey: Do You Cheat?♥ Dee ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/01560097589196622838noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-78546227030591448312009-03-20T16:04:00.000-07:002009-03-20T16:04:00.000-07:00I live alone, so have freedom to eat as I please, ...I live alone, so have freedom to eat as I please, but there have been times in my past where I hid certain foods. Maybe it's something about trying to appear health conscious, and I don't want anybody to see me eating xxxxx. Maybe we're afraid to show our weaknesses, cravings? I don't know, haven't really thought about this in a while. It's probably just because the mom is very judgmental about food, especially mine. Hm, makes sense all of a sudden. She used to hide chips and stuff, to hide it from me (yeah, right), and she still tries to act like she never eats a cookie or a chip or dessert, but she does. I may have to write my own post about this now.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-7753769553420819492009-03-20T14:40:00.000-07:002009-03-20T14:40:00.000-07:00OMG! I had no idea that there is actually a name ...OMG! I had no idea that there is actually a name for this behavior. I've totally done it with McDonalds and Dairy Queen. I've actually had two sundaes in a span of a couple of hours . . . one by myself and then one with Dan later. Yipes!<BR/>I'm glad to know that others have had similar issues.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06345714785699429588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-74011580775694794872009-03-20T13:01:00.000-07:002009-03-20T13:01:00.000-07:00Oh boy, I hear ya on this one. I've found that som...Oh boy, I hear ya on this one. I've found that sometimes I really do have to check some people in my life though- because I do get raised eyebrows and comments. I can't understand how anyone could eat junk food regularly, and then act like *I* kicked a puppy in the head because I wanted a little ice cream (or really any snack-type food) just like every other person.Psalmisthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05839977469369614183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-9332124951083557122009-03-20T04:42:00.000-07:002009-03-20T04:42:00.000-07:00OMG, you mean those white chocolate covered macada...OMG, you mean those white chocolate covered macadamian nuts that I have been sneaking out of the cabinet is cheating ????Ronhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12790820856641701122noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-28013348351549149632009-03-19T20:42:00.000-07:002009-03-19T20:42:00.000-07:00What an interesting post for my first visit!Today ...What an interesting post for my first visit!<BR/><BR/>Today I was driving downtown to have lunch, my favorite thing to do...I take a good book and just chill, all alone for an hour. I saw my favorite place for nachos and I seriously considered going there, and then just not telling anyone where I ate lunch. My husband could care less, he is happy I am trying to get healthy, but if I said...dude I got Moe's nachos today, he would say, "were they good?"<BR/><BR/>I also used to eat 1/3 of everyone's fries then pretend that McD's "ripped us off". Yikes.Hotch Potcheryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13205620637311970766noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-90640775079640513602009-03-19T19:23:00.000-07:002009-03-19T19:23:00.000-07:00Oh, totally. I have so done this. So many times. W...Oh, totally. I have so done this. So many times. Why the guilt?? I don't know. Food is food, it has no morals attached!Lynhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06926887495148083672noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-72451495550124406412009-03-19T16:02:00.000-07:002009-03-19T16:02:00.000-07:00Thanks for your post, Dee! I really needed to hea...Thanks for your post, Dee! I really needed to hear this today :) So true.Marisa @Loser for Lifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04735556745084541826noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4977747340168431515.post-47407358295601216712009-03-19T14:04:00.000-07:002009-03-19T14:04:00.000-07:00Dee... you just reminded me once again why i LOVE ...Dee... you just reminded me once again why i LOVE reading your blog! I can totally identify with you! I do the SAME BLASTED THING... I go to the drive thru, calling Shawn "do you want anything" sure, he'll have a burger... i buy him one, myself one... and of course myself 1 more for the car ride home... which i scarf and pull over somewhere to toss the wrapper and receipt. <BR/><BR/>WHY? Why do i do this? <BR/><BR/>I have an idea... just sharing a little here, hope you don't mind.<BR/><BR/>When I was married to my ex-husband, he used to make fun of me for my weight, put me down, refuse to be intimate with me... i was 290 lbs of grossness and on top of that my shitty self esteem made me personally unattractive as well. I used to go up to the kitchen, sneak a chocolate bar from my 'stash' and duck into the little bathroom on that floor, run the water and turn on the fan so no one would hear the crumple of the wrapper and I would eat it down in 3 bites or less. Brush my teeth quickly and go out like nothing happened... <BR/><BR/>SO SAD.<BR/><BR/>Or let him go have a 'nap' after dinner on the couch so I could clean up... which was kristaspeak for "I'm going to shovel more food down rather than pack it up in the fridge but I don't want you to watch me because you always make fun of me" <BR/><BR/>I did stuff like that all the time. No wait... i still do stuff like that, lets be honest. I'm a constant diet cheater. But you're right, I'm only cheating on myself... <BR/><BR/>Shawn, unlike my ex husband, loves me to pieces, no matter what weight shape or size... and I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that he would NEVER care a whit if I ate 2 burgers in front of him, so why on earth am I hiding my little slip ups? He's not going to yell, leave or poke fun at me...<BR/><BR/>UGh<BR/><BR/>Thank you Dee... once again, you've given me much food for thought... no pun intended... ok fine it was intended! :)<BR/><BR/>LOVE YA!Pheonixhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01404440795645945852noreply@blogger.com