My Journey: Posting instead of eating

Disclaimer:

If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

This blog is not meant to inspire anyone. I take no responsibility for what you take away from here. You are here as a guest into my inner thoughts.

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

Posting instead of eating

I'm hiding in my office right now. My family is all out in the living room. So are the chips. I found myself dipping my hand into the baked doritos and stuffing five in my mouth... so I came in here to distract myself and give myself a pep talk, and revisit my strength.

No damage done, because I've only eaten 980 calories for the day, but I will need a snack/small meal later. I had a good workout skating, so I'm pretty happy with that. The chili I made is really lean and under 200 calories for a cup. I had a cup with two weiners, 1/4 cup of medium cheddar cheese, and a squirt of mustard. No bun, and I'm good with it. I don't feel deprived at all. Except for the chips.

I AM STRONGER THAN MY WANT FOR CHIPS!!!

Thanks for listening,

Dee