If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

This blog is not meant to inspire anyone. I take no responsibility for what you take away from here. You are here as a guest into my inner thoughts.


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Oi, it's a new day! Hopped on the scale this morning (why do I do that?) only to find I'm 180 pounds. Gak. NEED to be in the 170's. Oh well, trackin tonight and friday should make a difference.

Chatted on facebook with my sil Leslie last night. I think I like her. She seems really cool. Feel bad that Steve doesn't know his sisters at all. They were really little when he lived with them.

Traffic was crazy cuz of the oil spill on the Barnet.

Trying laughing cow cheese today. Wish me luck!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Is this the beginning?

I've never blogged before. But I did have a diary when I was a kid! Of course, the damn thing ratted me out to my parents. But I guess this won't do that... lol.

I am now 28 pounds into my weight loss journey with Weight Watchers. Most days I feel pretty good. What sucks about this stage is that I feel a ton better than I look. So when I look at pics of me now, I see a huge fat chick. Scares me to think of what I used to look like. Poor Steve.