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Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

Today's Run

4/1 x 8.

I way prefer daytime running. It's so nice! I got home just after four today, so I was able to squeeze a run in before dinner. Since I missed it yesterday, I'm glad I did.

My lung capacity is definately down. I did 5 km, and feel just as winded as Monday.

I got hit on while running! And let's face it, noone looks their best when all slicked out for excercise... lol. Some guy was walking his dogs around Westview, and i was in my Set 5 walk. I was watching his Shelties, when one spotted me, woofed at me, then circled around behind him and peeked out from behind his legs. I laughed and said "that's a pretty cute scaredy cat you have there". He responded with something like, "yeah he's pretty tough, just like you". At that point my watch be-de-beeped so I started running. He yells after me "hey, no need to run away!" I pointed at my watch and yelled back that it had beeped and I had to go.

So of course, this gets me thinking. Thinking "I like not being invisible!" I like that I receive male attention again! It's been a long time, and I really missed it. I'm a flirt by nature. That part of me was definately repressed under all that weight.

She's baaaaack!!


sesame said...

I TOTALLY get that. I'm sure it put a little bounce in your step and helped with that next set too :-)

Magda said...

ha maybe thats what promoted the chocolate in the next post :P

♥ Dee ♥ said...

Oooo, I never thougth of that.


Magda said...

i did.. like instantly .. lol