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Saturday, January 17, 2009

Exciting Day Ahead!

Hubby and I are heading out to the Taboo Sex Show this afternoon with a bunch of couples. I'm totally looking forward to it.

I had one of those crappyass sleeps last night where you keep looking at the clock and don't feel like you slept at ALL. I used all my tools, counting backwards from 300 by 3's, singing O'Canada over and over... nothing was working. I will definately need an extra jolt of coffee today to keep me going. I definately see Starbucks in my future!

Mmmm, Grande Skinny Caramel Cafe Misto Extra Hot (decaf most of the time, but not today). Only 55 calories!!

Well, I weighed in this morning, and it wasn't great. I'm up from last week, but down from two weeks ago, which means I'm reporting a loss of 2.4 for the A-Team!

Food may not be the best today, but I will be doing a loooot of walking, so it will offset. I will strive to make healthier choices, and eat until satisfied.

That's one of my biggest struggles, is listening to my body. I have actually found myself with a quarter of a plate of food in front of me when I hear the sigh and KNOW I should be done, yet my hand goes into mock speed and shovels the rest in before my brain can yells stop. How insane is that????

Anyways, have a great day, everyone!!



Marisa (Trim The Fat) said...

Taboo Sex Show???!!!!!! More info, please! You are so crazy!!

Great job on your loss!

Oh, and yeah, stop sending me your cyber germs ;)

Squishy ! said...

Woo! I hope that you had fun ...er... watching (?) your show. lol Good job on getting your walk on! Every bit helps keep our butts from looking like our chairs!! :o )

♥ Dee ♥ said...

Google it Marisa... it's fun! It's a tradeshow where all the suppliers and vendors of the adult industry get to show their wares. And some from outside the industry, as well. It's two ballrooms big!

Fatinah said...

Taboo Sex Show is such a hoot! we always go when it comes to town. Hope you had fun

♥ Dee ♥ said...

It was... okay. Nothing new. I've been out of the business for five years and nothing has changed.