This is TOUGH.
I know I'm totally bragging on here, but I want to admit up front that it is pure bravado. This staying OP on the weekends is hard work!!
I'm sitting here figuring out chili cheese dog day, and having a wee pity party, because I don't have room for chips. And there are going to be bowls of chips here. Sigh.
Will I win? Will I be strong? I want to say yes. I HAVE to say yes. I HAVE to say I will ROCK this. Because if I don't put on that bravado front, the doubt will creep in. Fat me will stick her hand in the bowl and shovel chips in as fast as she can.
That's my reality. I fake it till I make it. 13 days, so far, when I get through today.
*whimper* but it's hard.
Thanks for listening,
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Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".
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