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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Not Slacking, Dammit

I'm doing good... and not so good.

I find it so hard, after an indulgent weekend, to get back into the healthy swing of things. And yesterday was no exception. I planned my meals for the day, pulled chicken breast out for dinner last night, had it all worked out. Then, when I left for work I see the chicken isn't defrosted yet. Damn. So from work I decided to say fuckit and ordered chinese food. Helloooo sodium. Pffft.

I'm so bloated, I cannot even tell you. Between the dim sum soup of Sunday night, and the dinner last night, I could barely do my ab workout. I felt so fat, it was disgusting. I'm afraid to jump on the scale. I know it's going to reflect an inaccurate weight, based on the swimming pools worth of water I'm holding. Okay, maybe a Mr. Turtle pool, but still.

Biggest Loser tonight! Popcorn tonight!! Mummy is coming tonight!!! Three of my FAVOURITE things, all in one night. Such a lucky girl! Maybe life will really love me and Ron will go home tonight! lol

My excema is itchy today, and I can't figure out why... oh. Maybe it's a healthy oil thing. I don't think I've been really getting too many. Hmm. I'll have to keep an eye on that. I take my 1000 mg of fish oil a day, but having excema I definately need more than that.

I think I'll do a crock pot something or other for dinner tonight. I'm driving out to Tswassen to pick mom up from the ferry, and am not sure of the timing yet. It depends if my BIL needs me to pick up my neice. Either way, crockpot always equals yumminess. I saw a cool red beans and rice recipe I'm contemplating.

Okay, I'm off to work. Ya'll have a great day.

Oh and sorry for the lack o' pictures. My stupid camera batteries are dead and while it's stupdily easy to change them, I just haven't gotten around to it yet. :)

Thanks for listening,



JavaChick said...

Itchy eczema is no fun. Mine flares up, then calms down again and I can never figure out why.

Sharon said...

Oh my sister has eczema, and it's really hard for her sometimes. Hope all goes well, and drink plenty of water!!!

Anonymous said...

Thank you for the spaghetti tips on my blog! I'm definitely going to take your advice :)

Drink lots and lots of water to help flush out the sodium ... also, to help with the frozen chicken thing, I grill my week's worth of chicken about 80% of the way through, then refreeze them in ziploc baggies, already portioned out. Then when I need them during the week, I'll just take them out the night before and add them to my lunch/dinner - reheating the chicken will cook it the rest of the way through and it saves so much time! Hope this helps!

wright4296 said...

That's it, I'm sending you more batteries! :)

wright4296 said...

That's it, I'm sending you more batteries! :)

wright4296 said...

That's it, I'm sending you more batteries! :)

charmed i'm sure said...

i know - i've had a really bad past TWO WEEKS! In fact, i'm so bloated right now - I feel like a big fat Reese Peanut Butter Egg with 4 pretzel sticks sticking out as my arms and legs..... ugh....back on track tomorrow - we can do this sister!!