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Friday, July 24, 2009


I just ate an entire box of Amy's Organic Shells & White Cheese.

And I liked it.

(actually, I really did... I recommend the product... just not a whole box)

I also plan on eating absolute crap for dinner. Then I commit that tomorrow morning (yes, an actual SATURDAY) I am back in the groove, tracking and excercising and making good choices.

I'm at 155lbs, and that cannot be.

Well it can, cuz it is, but I'm going to do something about it before it becomes a permanent problem, dammit. I will STOP eating my emotions. Tomorrow.




Jenn said...

I'm with you, woman. Eating up my emotions today as well. Tomorrow let's BRING it!

spunkysuzi said...

I could never hop back on the wagon in the middle of the day! I know you'll be back tomorrow with both feet firmly planted :)

Camevil said...

It was mac 'n cheese. It was worth it.

Back on again manana!

cmoursler said...

I am with you on your comment you left at the super super obese blog about the diet thing. You don'tl ook like a gramma. Which is awesome. I have the same mindset, and it's nice to read it on another blog.

charmed i'm sure said...

*SIGH* I'm with ya girl - eating my emotions - that's me this past week... i know you will get back on it though cuz you rock! :)

antgirl said...

I ate a whole bag of BBQ chip thingies last night. I forget what they're called, but it was only 360 calories for the whole bag, so that's not so bad. They were yummy. My hormones thought so.