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Friday, August 21, 2009

When it rains...

I hurt. Emotionally. So much so that I'm having nightmares about a past person that I've split with. Vivid nightmares of being forced into confrontation with. I never remember my dreams, so really tripping me out.

Then I open my email to find that I suck.




Anonymous said...

I want to say something comforting and reassuring, but I got nothing.

I am sorry you are going through this. You are one of the kindest, most honest with herself and others people I know.

Maybe you need to go through this for a reason. Sit back and let it come out.

Bri said...

I'm sorry! Hang in there, doll!

Krista said...

Well, I think you are fun, witty, kind, caring, empathetic, warm, welcoming, insightful, accepting, understanding, honest, and inspiring!

Its sucky when drama comes knocking on your door... and won't leave you alone. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this, I'm sorry you are hurting.

Lyn said...

You don't suck! Maybe they meant you suck the negativity right out of them and bring them great joy. Or that you suck the sadness out of a room when you walk into it with your kindness and light. Maybe?


Fatinah said...

someone actually e-mailed you to tell you that you suck? Yeesh! Hang in there - we don't think you suck!

antgirl said...

I can relate. I had a frazzled weekend. Hugs. The only thing I can think of, is that in time it passes.

charmed i'm sure said...

you do not suck - you rock! Sorry you are having a sucky day/days.... it will pass I promise.

I also keep having recurrent dreams lately of my ex - i hate it and wish they would stop b/c I do remember mine .... just plain sucks.

Hang in there girly!!