Canadian Bacon. Is there anything finer? It's a cross between bacon and ham. The good tastiness of bacon meat with no fat, in ham form. And it's core. Seriously good.
Today is a better day, after a good nights sleep. I went to bed extra early last night. My groin muscle that I pulled is still paining me a bit, so I'm not upset that I ditched my workout. I'll do it tonight on the dreadmill.
I'm back OP today, with no muffins in sight.
Have I mentioned how much I love my girls? I posted an email after hemming and hawing back and forth... I was thinking that maybe I shouldn't post how bad I was having of a two day stretch, since most of the time I'm an inspiration. I don't want to inspire in the wrong direction. But then I rationalized it out and thought "nobody is perfect, especially me, and I want everyone aware of that". It was HARD to write it out. It was next to impossible to hit send. I felt like a failure, but only for a moment. Then I gave myself the speech I would have given anyone else about how just admitting it and throwing it out there into accountabilityland is an NSV, and I should be proud of myself for recognizing a weakness and dealing with it, forgiving myself, and moving on.
So here I sit at lunchtime, eating cous cous, veggies & Canadian bacon thinkin it's not so bad. In fact, it's kinda good. Alright, fine, it's awesome... lol.
I gotta go grocery shopping but I'm putting it off till Sat. It's going to be dicey making my lunch tomorrow. Not a lot of fresh stuff left. I'm scrambling for healthy snacks. Today I have a boiled egg... lol. Luckily for dinner tonight is sketti squash, so I'll make up that veggie serving there. Hmmm. I'll have to spend the points on a piece of bread for the carb if I'm going to be working out.
So here's todays menu:
Br: WW Bagel Sandwich (egg, portabello, jalapeno soy cheese, wasabi, Canadian bacon, ff mayo) (2pt)
Sn: didn't have one, still full from breakfast
Lu: Canadian Bacon, cous cous, veggies, olive oil
Sn: 1 hb egg, 1/2 asian pear
Sn: 1 cup cottage cheese, 1/2 cup zucchini raw
Dn: lean pork loin chop, sketti squash, peas, 1 piece Balance bread (1pt) with light butter (1pt)
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