If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

This blog is not meant to inspire anyone. I take no responsibility for what you take away from here. You are here as a guest into my inner thoughts.


Sunday, January 25, 2009

Feel Good Moment

I was just showing my oldest, Doug, NutriMirror. We were giggling over how many calories sex burns (less than you'd think for all that sweating!!). As I'm showing him my goal weight and where I am at, he wraps his arms around me from behind, kisses me on the top of my head, and say "I'm so proud of you, mommy... so proud of you".

One of the things on my top ten reasons for losing weight, that I wrote back when I was starting this journey was "to be an inpiration of healthy choices for my family". I already felt that I was there, but he just solidified it, you know? That felt so incredibly good!

Dinner was wonderful. Doug, Logan, Steve and I. Just like old times. It was so cool. Doug brought some wine, so I had a glass. I also ended up picking at the leftover yorkshire pudding. So I came on and logged it... then decided I needed to work out to burn the calories.

So even though I went over, I'm now under again, because I fucken ROCK. YA I do!! I did a forty minute circuit training session, in front of my family as we all watched Russel Peters and Dane Cook specials taped from Christmas off the Comedy Network. Yep, I excercised in front of them, instead of sitting my ass on the couch because I was embarrassed. I just got up and DID IT. I'm so impressed with myself. :D

I refuse to sabotage this weekend. I have nailed it. For the first time in... ever. EVER. It is MINE. I OWN IT!!!

Thanks for listening,



Anonymous said...

Dee you are such an inspiration and I too am SO proud of you! You do fucken ROCK! I love reading what you share here, I always go away feeling motivated and pushed forward, uplifted, touched and quite frequently giggling over your kookiness! I LUV YA!