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Monday, February 16, 2009

Jello Anyone?

Holy Crappers... my workout "buddy" is trying to kill me, I swear.

Michelle introduced me to Bob's workout. I don't even know which one it was. All I know is that I can barely type this because the effort it takes to hold my arms up is unbelievable.

55 intense minutes. Whoa.

Here's what I ate today:

Br: 1/3 cup porridge, 1/2 banana, 1/3 cup prunes, 1/3 cup almond breeze, 1 tablespoon each almonds and dark chocolate chips, milk & vitamin (452 calories)

Lu: leftover bacon shrimp linguine and then about an hour later a banana wrapped in a tortilla with a tablespoon of PB2 (521 calories)

Sn: 3 strawberries, 1/2 cup plain fat free yoghurt, 1/4 cup flax granola (172 calories)

Dn: 1 cup basmati rice, 1 cup pork chili, 1/4 cup plain fat free yoghurt (493 calories)

That's a total of 1639 for the day.

It's that lovely week before TOM. Stupid being a woman. Stupid feeling starving all the time during PMS week. Stupid not being able to eat anything I stupid want. Stupid having to excercise more because I'm so stupid hungry if I want to stupid eat. Stupid excercise with stupid jumping up and down when my stupid boobs stupid hurt. Stupid.

Okay, I'm done bitching. Now, if only I could lift my arms to take off my sports bra... not sure that's going to happen.

Wish me luck.



Nadine said...

You make me giggle! Good for you for getting through a tough workout, hope you are feeling better soon!

♥ Dee ♥ said...

You giggle! I fell in bed at nine and was out like a light.

I did manage to get the sports bra off.

JavaChick said...

Hey! Thanks for the comment on my blog. Just noticed in your stats that you are 5' 2"... I'm 5' 0", so I can relate.