If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

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Monday, June 22, 2009

Sooo close to not eating crap.

Yesterday was a shitscene when it comes to healthy eating. I'm not gonna lie. I ate so much it was unbelievable. Mind you... it was not like "old me". Just incredibly bad for "new me". I took a sandwich plate for my brunch instead of a dinner plate, but filled it twice with Strata, ham and potatoes. Mind you, again... I probably woulda went back for a second plate with the big one, too, so not soo bad. Then I ate a couple more slices of Strata (overnight egg casserole... google it, it's awesome!). Then for dinner I had an 8oz stead, a lobster tail, and dipped the works in garlic butter. Then I saved the butter and poured it over popcorn. And I ate chips. Lots of chips.

Phwooo, I needed to get back to clean eating!!

So, breakfast this morning was yummy yummy oatmeal, with a third of a banana and a quarter cup craisins. Super delicious and nutritious.

I forgot to take a pic of lunch!!!! Bizarre!! I had a quarter cup of egg white fried in a nonstick pan with chives from the garden. I served it on a Burger First bun with a half of a smashed avocado and a cheese slice.

Then for snack, after my 2 mile run I had an apple with yogurt, granola and chocolate chips. Holy tasty chewy goodness!

Then these potato chips may have jumped in my mouth. It's possible.


To compensate (or BALANCE) those nefarious potato chips, I had a salad for dinner. Ground extra lean chicken, fried in a cast iron pan with some cumen served over 3oz greens drizzled with Meditteranian Balsamic Vinigrette. A half of a Burger First bun with a smear of lowfat caesar (mom's recipe) and a half ounce of cheddar for garlic cheese bread went a LONG way to not feeling deprived with my salad.

So, as I said, I did do a run today. But I am sure I'm lacking calories due to those damn chips, so I'm going to do another workout after dinner while watching movies.
Balance. It's what I do. It's how I roll. (actually, I guess it's how I don't become rolly, lol)



spunkysuzi said...

I keep seeing those chips in the store!! My challenge will be tomorrow night at the anuual board meeting :)

charmed i'm sure said...

ok two things.... 1) holy f*ck!! Feta flavored chips???? I would eat the whole bag!!! YUMMM ok, and 2) i LOVE the cowboy hat profile pic....HAWT!!!!! :)