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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Shitty, Shitty, Shitty, Shitty

I have a friend. Or I should say, I HAD a friend, who had some behaviour issues that I took great offense to. I decided to fade away, but ended up called out today and had to tell her exactly why I was distancing myself.

I would have MUCH rather not have hurt her, and in fact avoided it as much as possible for as long as I could... until being told to "put on my big girl panties and just say what is really wrong".


So that was how my day started. Nice, huh?

Truth be told, I feel sorry for her. I do feel bad that she is hurting. As I would for any human being that is hurting. It must suck to be in her shoes today.

Although, she's probably righteously indignant and in complete denial and calling me all sorts of names. *shrug* Whatever.

The rest of my day went pretty good! I was able to put it behind me and move on.

Dinner is scrumpdillyumptuous I tell you! I cooked up some cod, then flaked it with some garlic, lime juice and taco seasoning. On a garlic pesto wrap I forked 1/2 an avocado and 10 grams of cheddar cheese, then 60 grams of the seasoned fish. Baked it in the toaster oven at 350 for 10 minutes, then flipped it and baked for another five. Served with three ounces of mixed baby greens and a tablespoon of balsamic, it's a treat for only 418 calories!!

I wish I had a pic, but the kid is not back from camp with my camera.

Tomorrow will be a better day. Right? RIGHT???



Magda said...

Always :D

Krista said...

hey... if you were called out, and asked point blank... what else could you do!? Hopefully it blows over for ya pretty quick!

Anonymous said...

Love hurts. Clearly, you love her enough to tell her how her behaviour has impacted your relationship with her.

You said your piece, let it ride.

Loves you.

Kat said...

I can relate to this post big time. Had a very similar situation happen two weeks ago. It sounds like you are handling it pretty well. I am still working on the "letting go" piece.

antgirl said...

In the end, a bit of truth may help your friend. Obviously you care.

Hope tomorrow is a better day. You're dinner sounds fantastic. Mmmm.