If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

This blog is not meant to inspire anyone. I take no responsibility for what you take away from here. You are here as a guest into my inner thoughts.


Saturday, February 23, 2008


... sucks. Ya ya ya, I know what I said yesterday about inches and body shaping and blah blah blah. I also said I was tied to the scale.

Actually, I laughed at myself this morning. Steve had to get up and go to class, so I got up to pee at 6am. Stepped on the scale and it read 162. I went back to bed.

I got up again at 8am and started my wi dance. The end result was 160.8. So I 'm up .6, but whateves, right? RIGHT?

I'm getting my hair done today and can't wait. Then I think I'll go visit Tracy and bring her the BL books. She asked me if I was done with them and I practically want to THROW them at her, I'm so excited that she's going to read them... lol.

I plan on having a good day. And now I'm thinking I'm hearing some banana custard oatmeal calling my name.