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Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

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Saturday, December 27, 2008


I'm reading over my blogs for the past week... and I'm shaking my head at the addictive justification behaviours I'm witnessing. And it's not like I don't know it as I'm doing it. It's like I'm screaming in my head "LALALALALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU ALLLALALALALALLALALALA".

I want to kick my own ass sometimes, you know??


the crew of Freedom II said...

I have been wanting to kick you in the A$$ this week too... glad to hear that you are back in reality mode and that your kick reached your own A$$...

Marisa said...

Okay, Dee - I'm kickin my own ass starting today! Lord knows I deserve it and besides, my ass has gotten so much bigger the past week that it is very easy to reach it ;)

sesame said...

Sometimes stumbling can be some really great fuel for the next leg of the race. I am sure this 9lb blip will be great motivation for you in the coming weeks.

You are a fighter, you have a black eye, but you will adjust your game plan and come out victorious!

♥ Dee ♥ said...

Awesome, Marisa!

Same here. I did great to start yesterday, until the buttertarts started screaming at me.

Now they are gone. Doesn't matter how... they are gone.