If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

This blog is not meant to inspire anyone. I take no responsibility for what you take away from here. You are here as a guest into my inner thoughts.


Friday, December 26, 2008

Say it Loud! Say it Proud!

Too late for '08, but lookin fine in '09!!

Yep, that about sums it up... lol. Thanks fellow bloggies! Not just for the saying, but for allowing me to not beat HELL out of myself for my incredibly graceful double flip with a twist dive from the proverbial bandwagon, into a sea of cheese, turkey, crackers, garlic coil, smoked oysters, green olives, butter, whipped potatoes, carrot turnip mash, ham, white bread turkey sandwiches with mayo, chips, cheezies, alcohol, chocolate.... and the list goes on and on and on.

There are some of us out there that actually did really good this season. I'm not one of them. And I'm okay with that!! I'm having an absolute blast. I'm loving the eating. I'm loving the socializing. I'm hating the driving in the snow, but that won't last forever. But I'm loving the snowball fights and snowman building! I'm even not minding the shoveling, which has been my ONLY form of excercise this week!

I'm loving the cooking, and having my whole family around me. My oldest boy has come to stay with us for the last couple of days over Christmas, and he goes home tonight. It's good. I've loved having him here. And I'll love him when he's gone... lol.

My poor husband came down with the most vicious cold I've seen him get in I don't even KNOW how many years. It's so bad that I haven't slept in two nights, so last night I camped in the office. It was BLISS.

On the one hand, I'm sorry for him that he's so sick. On the other, I feel no sympathy as he shivers huddled outside coughing his brains out as he chuffs back another cigarette. Dumbass. It's just too bad that it's happening on his vacation that he has been anticipating for months. THAT is a sucker deal.

Hope everyone had an AMAZING Christmas. I did!

Thanks for listening,



Marisa said...

Glad you had a great Christmas!