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Monday, February 9, 2009


Don't run, I'm yelling at myself.

I actually did go to work out this afternoon. I got into my workout gear, and was just lacing my shoes when I glanced up to the clock to see that I was two minutes away from being late for work! SHIT!! Totally forgot I had to work this afternoon!! So off I ran.

I got home in time to make my luscious yumminess dinner. Chicken veggie terriyaki stirfry. SO good. I totally cheat by steaming the hard veggies first, THEN stirfrying everything together. I'm too impatient to stand there stirring frying veggies forever... lol. Instant Gratification Girl comes out in more areas than I care to share.

SO, that means I still have to work out! I'm going to do level 2 of the Shred in a few minutes.

Today is my anniversary! Well, okay, not really. It's the anniversary of being completly OP for three weeks!! Three weekends in a row!

I've discovered via other blogs absoute decadence. My oatmeal this morning? Holy dessert, Batman! It was awesome goodness.

Check it out:

Br: 1/3 cup porridge oatmeal, 1/2 banana, 1/3 cup almond breeze, 1 tablespoon toasted almonds, 1 teaspoon squash seeds, 1 tablespoon PB2, and 2 teaspoons dark chocolate chips. Add milk and vitamins. (429 calories)

Lu: 3 oz baked marinated tofu, 2 oz spinach, 1/4 cup craisins, 1 tablespoon romano cheese, and 1 tablespoon mediteranian vinegrette. (269 calories)

Sn: 1.5 oz tofu (popped it in my mouth and chewed without thinking what I was doing, so had to track it) (80 calories)

PLANNED Sn: 1 tin Thai Chili Tuna on 10 ancient grain Blue Menu crackers (240 calories)

Dn: 1/3 cup whole wheat gemelli pasta, 1/4 recipe chicken veggie stirfry (broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, onion, mushrooms, orange pepper) (244 calories)

That's 1262 calories for the day.

I may have a snack later. We'll see. I've been really hungry lately. I have room for it in my calorie budget.

Well, I will once I Shred. Okay! I'm going, I'm going!!!


Thanks for listening,



Marisa (Trim The Fat) said...

Happy Onprogramversary!!!
Yummy eats today; I've been dying to make baked tofu! Going to get some tofu....

Squishy ! said...

Squash seeds? That sounds rather interesting. I think I'll have to look into that! What kind do you have?

♥ Dee ♥ said...

Marisa, it was my first time making it. SO good!!

Squishy, believe it or not, I used the seeds from my sketti squash from the other nights dinner... lol. Why I didn't think of this sooner is beyond me!

I roasted them, then sat and shelled them while watching TV.

sesame said...

Breakfast does look decadent! Yum!