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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Tuesday! BL Day! Happy Food Dance Day!

Tuesday, and you know what thaaaaaaaaaaat means! P*O*P*C*O*R*N!!!!! Steve says to me "you think Biggest Loser will be a to-be-continued again tonight?" to which I replied with eyes THIS BIG "it better fucking NOT be"!! Bastard... thinks he's funny... mumble mumble grumble.

When I was out the other day, I was thinking of my poor teenager, heartbroken at home. And I know that the cure to heartbreak is new hair (am I right, or am I right??). So I bought him these little packs of coloured hair gel. Sure enough, it cheered him up! He used the red today, so I snapped a pic:

Super vibrant, huh? I'm uber impressed with that stuff! I also got him blue and green. We'll see which ones look best on him. I do like the red, but I'm betting blue will be my favourite.

I gotta get to the eats. BL is coming on and I need to make P*O*P*C*O*R*N!!!!

Breakfast was 1/3 cup porridge, 1/3 cup almond breeze, (I hope ya'll assume the 1/3 cup water), 30 grams of chopped prunes, and 1/8 of a cup of egg white thrown in at the end and stirred up for a custardy feel to the porridge. Throw a tablespoon of toasted almonds on top, serve with milk and vitamins, and there you have 369 calories.

Lunch was my ever so yummy pea soup, served with a pita filled with 3oz crab, 30 grams of black olives, and a handful of sprouts. 504 calories

Snack was one of my all time favourites. Asian pear smothered in 2 tablespoons of PB2 for 104 calories of yummy goodness.

Dinner was freakin AWESOME!! I had browned the outside of a pork tenderloin, then chopped an onion into big pieces. I put the onion in the bottom of the crock pot, threw the braised pork roast on top, and squirted in some horseradish mustard (not a lot). I deglazed the pan with a bit of shiraz and poured it onto the roast (probably about an 1/8 of a cup). I let that badboy cook in the crockpot all afternoon. It literally fell apart when it was done. I made broccoli and threw two packs of mushroom gravy mix into 1.5 cups of water, and made gravy. Into that gravy went two tablespoons of fat free cream cheese. Seriously, that makes the gravy. Freakin awesome. 444 calories

And now I go make popcorn. Not PMS popcorn tonight. I'm craving salty, without the sweet. I wish I had some Frank's. That would really hit the spot with my popcorn tonight. Ah well...
Total calories for the day: 1992
Workouts today? Well, I did two miles in 28 minutes, took the dogs for a 45 minute walk, and did 50 minutes of turbo jam. I do believe I earned the right to sing the BL song, wouldn't you say??

Have a great night,


Anonymous said...

that hair is awesome! i really need to take advantage of working from home for now and do something crazy with my hair :D

YAY popcorn!

Marisa (Trim The Fat) said...

Sing it loud and proud!!!

sesame said...

I am intrigued by this PB2 you speak of/eat.