If you have issues, or baggage, you may be offended by what you read here. I work through my self loathing of my own fat, and my own fat issues, and I’m told this comes across as loathing all fat people. That is simply not the case.

Here I talk about my issues and my findings, without political correctness. I am not concerned with your issues, or your baggage, or what you may take from this. The title is "My Journey".

This blog is not meant to inspire anyone. I take no responsibility for what you take away from here. You are here as a guest into my inner thoughts.


Thursday, May 21, 2009

I had an absolutely amazing night last night! Why was it so amazing? Because I had TWO very serious offers. TWO. Luckily, I absolutely adore my husband and would never do that to him. However, I have to tell you... it's nice to be attractive!

Here's a pic of my DIL and I before heading out to the bar together. Can you guess what kind of a bar it was? LOLOL!! I tell ya, I am such a chamileon. I'm either pure rocker, or pure country, depending on the setting.

This morning was ROUGH. I crawled into bed at 3:30, and was up at 8:00. I'm pretty sure I was still a little drunk... because the hangover kicked in around 10 this morning. Booo. My tummy sloshed my green monster around, repeating it on me, telling me it was not happy with this healthy shit.

You know how you just crave grease when hung over? I wonder why that is. This was the absolute opposite of grease.

Today's Green Monster

1/2 cup milk
1/2 cup almond breeze
1 T ground flax
1 T oat bran
50 g tofu
1/4 cup ff plain yogurt
1 kiwi
3 strawberries
70 g kale

For lunch I kinda sorta caved. I made a sprouted grain tortilla wrap. In it is tofu and mozza. Then I paninied that badboy. Oh yeah. Life is good.

I will be working out today. The scale said 147 this morning, but I didn't record it. It is most likely dehydration from the alcohol. I did dance a bit last night. And I did Level 1 of the 30 Day Shred yesterday. Today will be hurtin, but I'm up for whatever Michelle throws at me. I think. Wish me luck.

Thanks for listening,



sesame said...
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sesame said...

Looking schmexy there sister! Love love love the black top. How country cute are you!?!?!?

Sharon said...

OOOhhh totally love the picture!!!