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Thursday, June 4, 2009

Happy Thursday!

Is it hot where you are? It's killer smokin hot here! Right now (6:30pm PST) it's 32 degrees. Yikes!! Thank gawd I lost the weight. I hated sweating for now reason!! A couple of years ago, this would have seriously done a number on me.

What did you eat today? I got a little adventurous. I had hit a farmers market in Surrey last night, so I got some different goodies. I made salsa!! Why, yes I did!! Onnnly thing is the peppers I used? Yeah, damn hot. Phew!!!! Makes my mouf all tingly. *waves hand in face*

Breaky was ye ol' standby. Why? Cuz I love it. Oatmeal, craisins & almonds. Total Calories: 364

Lunch was something new to me. I had picked up some black olive hummus. So I made a crackwrap with it. 3 T of the hummus, an ounce of mozza, and an ounce of spinach leaves, wilted. I panini'ed or grilled or whatever you wanna call it, that bad boy. On the side is a peach. Mmmm, peach. You know what I could do for hours? :) :) Total Calories: 332

I only took pics of one of my snacks. :( Poo.

No, I didn't eat poo. That's me pouting.

Snacks: At 10am I had a Jello, and then in the afternoon I ate a Kohlorabi, and a celery filled with ridiculously hot salsa. Total Snack Calories: 50

Dinner I decided I wanted more of that ridiculously hot salsa. I had pulled out some BBQ pork, but I didn't want a huge portion of it (holy Calories, Batman!!). So I had 2 oz of the pork, 1/2 cup of the salsa, 2 egg whites, and 2 oz of spinach. Then I sprinkled 2 tablespoons of full fat blue cheese dressing on top. Total Calories: 323

Colourful and bright, huh? Tasty, too. The egg white and the dressing really tamed down the salsa and let the flavour shine through the hot. Twas delicious! And the men are happy, because they got Kraft Dinner with BBQ Pork. NSV that I didn't even have a bite. No craving for it whatsoever. Woot!
I've only eaten 1068 calories today, so I've got to have a snack later tonight. I'm too full of my salad right now to even contemplate food.

I want to go play on my stripper pole... but my husband is on the couch. And I certainly don't want him witnessing my first fumbling attempts at being sexy. Lord knows it won't be. And the only room big enough to have it is the living room. Argh. And this week has been so busy that I haven't been able to get a chance to play on it.

Steve just came in here and I told him my dilemma and he laughed at me. Rat. He won't move it. He wants it riiight where it is. LOL Of course he does!
Thanks for listening,



Magda said...

Lies!! you ate poo...

Fatinah said...

it's raining here right now and we are expecting snow!!

Jenn said...

Hi, I just found your blog, and now that I know you have a stripper pole, I will be back! :-)

♥ Dee ♥ said...

LOL... welcome, Jenn!

Fatinah, I heard on the news that the rest of North America is stormy and some expecting snow. That's just... fucked. Sorry.

Magda... *just shakes head*