I'm about to walk out the door to go see the plastic surgeon for a consultation in regards to my skin cancer.
Stupid me convinced everyone that I was fine.
I didn't think I would be this scared. I didn't think I'd so not want to be alone as I face this today. But I am, and I'll deal with it like I always do.
One day I will learn to reach out and ask for help. One day I will learn to not say "oh no, it'll be fine", when the voice inside my head is shrieking "YES I WANT YOU TO COME WITH ME, WHY ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!?!". One day I will. One day. Maybe.
Sigh.
Thanks for listening,
Dee
About Me
- ♥ Dee ♥
- Maple Ridge, BC, Canada
- I'm incredibly happily married. I have a teenage and an adult son, both of whom I adore. I have a Cairn and a Weiner dog, both neurotic in different ways. I love life. I love being healthy. It took me two years to get here. Now I'm here, and I'm looking for the next path. The last one took me to "healthy". The next one needs to take me to "longevity".
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Before: 208 lbs
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I don't even know how much I weigh here, but it's up there.
Awesome hair, but DAMN gurl, eat a carrot stick!
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7 comments:
good luck Dee - thoughts and prayers are with you! xoxo
Good luck!!
You have been on my mind since the moment I woke today.
In fact, my IM bubble to you says:
[10:14] srichardson: how are you feeling today?
[10:14] srichardson: you are on my mind
[10:14] srichardson: I wish I was with you. Love you more than you will ever know.
My hand is always here, extended, you only need to grasp it and I will walk along side you. Anytime, anywhere, through anything.
Love
I do the same thing and am also trying to teach myself otherwise... best of luck today. I know these types of appointments are scary, but I have no doubt your support system will be waiting for you when you are done. Blessed be.
good luck dee, i hope everything turns out okay.
Oh Dee... {HUGS} I wish I had something more profound to say other than I'll be thinking of you and praying for you today...
Best of luck -- thinking of you!
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